Pondering ...

It's an unjust world ..
where tears don't seem to matter
the stream just knows it's place...
where people rip off others
and smile upon disgrace ...
I know this seems real cruel ..
but I'm so mad at him
he said his footsteps follow
but I can't understand where it went..

I think he lied to me..
he said he knows what's best
so what's this love around here for
I thought I"d be at rest


Why are you watching me..
watching what I do next
repeating the cycle I'd been through
why don't you help me fix my test?

There are sirens that follow me
Where I realize my life is a bloody mess
because that blood has taunted me
it has also stained my dress

It's not my turn I understand
it causes you to think
I still have to stand up quickly
but it hurts as I proceed
my knees
my heart
my body follows
the pain that seems a dream
the bruises darken deeply
I hope you know what I mean


I know I won't make the same mistake again
He taught me how to love
what he forgot to teach me
is how to love when it's moved on
they say it takes half the time
to have completely healed
but it hasn't even been half of half
to know that after all
the road won't clear

I contacted my inner strength
but it tells me it's out of service
I guess the forbidden fruit is not the sweetest
the bite can be a burden

The venom has taken over
It makes me feel out of place
the course was really brutal
But the bruises will fade someday